Lately I suspect I've been losing myself to the irrevelant.
Haven't been putting any input into any project, yet the plans and ideas keep coming.

Brings me back to the time I were still developing Project OMG 3.
As well as CT: Acension part 7...
Granted I doubt either one will ever see the light of day.

But as I mentioned previously I would like to do at least four more major releases before I zone out.
Enough about that though, works been slow.
Nuff said.

With school again on the horizon, I have been considering getting a small tablet to carry around.
As there is something about faculty pcs..

Maybe i'm a bit of a germaphobe.
Yet at the same time, it might be a bit unusual to say have certain elements spring up.

Case & point.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6QFwo57WKwg

It makes one thing about a lot of things.
As everyone is up to their own assumption about what the story is.
I feel it's more of a message related to lust.

Even the lady could not deny her own inner demons, even as she ran.
Granted they still got the best of her.

On a side note, internal worms of lust and interdimentional portals explain why the pool hours are from 8 to 10.

Those accounts aside, I feel that flash is truly me time.
Many a good folk can spread and share their ideas, their dreams, and even vent their angers through it.
While it's fine to work from movies inside out, I can't truly recall a time I ever finished such a production.

Makes me wonder if it's even a good idea ...
I was considering releasing a most crapalicious movie I made in 2011 in a single week here on NG.
At the same time though, I know the movie's value and it's pretty ass bad.

Yet it's also that same attitude that won't get anything done.
I want to do more movies, even if they aren't stunning films.

Just like film films like I did in 2003.
And that was a damn fine year.

We shat out Project OMG 3, Final Fantasy Hood 5 , Dave Trigger : Royal Rumble, Acient 5, Link's Misery, and maybe a few others I can't think of.

And if your reading this Michael, you should be proud too.
You helped inspire me so much back then.

Also a few other props to people I worked with.
I hope lifes been treating all of you kindly.

And to Eric Roman I sure do hope you manage to defeat your demons, as simply said.
When it comes to Konami, as well as Castlevania.
You always spring to mind.

Even if I weren't always the best friend to some of you at times.
At least I hope I left you all with the better half of me somewhere.

As it is with many people , I am glad to have poured my childhood into SNES wonders.
Even though they don't make them like they used to, I wouldn't rather it any other way.

Though my word the last thirteen years just flew by.
Versus the days before that it seemed like they lasted forever.
I think it's all a conspiracy.

Speaking of conspiracies, theres been a lot of conspiracies going around.
Or theories at least.

Don't care to look into the matters much, but I do ponder if there have been many conspiracies that later turned out to be completely true.
And yet...

This can also come into play with relationships somehow.
For if we suspect were being cheated on, or if it's indeed us doing the cheating.
Lies spring up.

And when we actually believe the very lie we tell ourselves.
It gets very bad at that point.
As even words have their weight.

A weight which is gradually decreasing until even the words bear nothing to them.
We as people have grown impatient in recent years.
Especially with the rise of technologies.

Everythings all have to have it right here, right now, everywhere we go.
Probaly why the console gaming department isn't booming as it once did.

We got to get up, take the disc out, put the disc in the case, find the other game, open the case, put the case somewhere, put the disc in, get the controller, etc

A lot of people jumped onto a device, flick, press press, play.
Maybe it's a desire for communication of sorts.

One can't fully even concentrate on a movie or a once ritual atmospheric experience anymore.
Without checking SOMETHING on their phones at least once.

Like, if it's a new message on their social network or an email or whatever.
Respectfully, I can vouch for this feeling.
As I am this way at times.

People are indeed changing, and the question is where are we going at this rate?
I worry in the future we may not even feel the need to get out of bed for our devices will do everything.

Such a device I may purchase before I return to school.
Yet I might be without income for a while, unless someone cuts me a break.

Regrettably I found myself being more of a team player these days.
Unfortunately this 'team' being on WoW over there.
Sucks me off of my creativity block and into helping people do things for virtual property.
It disgusts me.

Speaking of virtual property.
It seems Adobe has lost their minds in recent month with their... 'cloud' software rental shmuck.
Had to run purchase a few old versions of their products, so it put me behind financially a bit.

Though all this cloud nowdays.
When I hear the word cloud , I think of what my cousin once said about urinating in the ocean.
About that 'nice warm cloud'.

Yeah its pretty vile.